Why? Why do things never seem to work out the way I want them to, or they way they start out? Why does everything that's really important have to be so hard?
A close friend of mine has often told me that women always want to fix - girls, is this true? If you're a fixer, how do you stay happy in your relationship? I guess I'm assuming that you, at least once, have felt the need to "fix" your man.
So often I think of my life in terms of song lyrics. The song "Yellow" by Coldplay has always kind of been my song. In my little girl fairy tale thoughts, I want my knight in shining armor to say, "Look at the stars, look how they shine for you ... " Or how about "Green Eyes"? I have green eyes ... "Green eyes, you're the one that I wanted to find. And anyone who tried to deny you must be out of their mind. ... And honey you should know that I could never go on without you." I know men say these types of things!!!
I'm sorry this post has been so disjointed, but I'm sure you can figure out some things that are going on with me right now.
I rarely stay up past midnight, and I still haven't given the kittens their milk ... so goodnight, and please comment.
